Romance makes me squeamish?

I’m certain this has nothing to do with my asexuality.
Anyway,romance makes me squeamish? When I was little,whenever I saw something romantic on tv(or on a movie),like a kiss,I would always hide behind a pillow.
I’m fine with romance in some cartoons and books,considering I’m a shipper,but stuff like kissing,or cuddling,usually make me squeamish.
Does that [...]